*Though me and my fiance have not spoken to each other in what seems like almost a week, he keeps sending me text messages when he gets off work at night. I purposely have been turning off my phones sounds so I have no idea about these texts and so I can sleep at night (somewhat). Lately he's sent a repeat one, "How long are you staying at your mom's house?" The first time I responded with a "I don't know." and now I'm a little baffled as to what I should respond.
*It seems insane to me slightly, that he would even want me to come home at this point. What do I have to come home to? A silence between us, me sleeping alone in a bed? These things don't appeal to me at all. I know that we do need to talk, though I dread it so. My stomach turns and grinds everytime I think of him yelling or becoming upset or even looking at me slightly askew. I always crumble before him when he does this thing and though I wish I could just avoid the situation and never see him again...we have kids together.
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